purpose

Another day rolls by ...and like a stone it gathers no moss..
The purpose of this existence baffles me and the inconsequentiality bothers me..A step at a time it was meant 2 b...but alas ..a step forward and backward
Irreverence is plunging to greater depths ...I am suffering from a death wish maybe...
I ask myself ,whether evrything happens with a purpose....or we attach to much consequence to the freak incident our existence is....What is the purpose of life ??....is it to just exist for the allocated time,to act in accordance with a predetermined agenda..Life scares me when it is too simple...like now...feelz sumthing is abt to happen ..Chaos is a beautiful word...
What is the natural state of existence of man ..is it working ??
Why does man work ??
For survival..for existence ...for purpose...
There is a compelling motivation behind mans choice to work ...hunger ,punishment ,fear ....but what if all these 'compelling factors' are removed ...what will motivate him to work...
Work for once doesnt mean toiling in the fields all day long ....he has resources to take of himself...then why does he work ??

Perpetuosity of looneydom

Perpetuosity of looneydom......
well i jst wanted to use this word ...mite as well relate it 2 my life ...it has become too silly ,even by itsown pygmy standard..I see my self doing the same motions day in and day out ...without any semblence of vitality..the only thing tht changes is the weather and the date..

Know Thyself....i learnt bout mahslf 2 ...frm sum1 who spilled the beanz on my rep in proffessional circles..

Kapil has 2 mch attitude...bahut udta hai...comes frm sum jrk i barely knw ...n have been courteous to 3/ 3 times i have met him ...man i evn offrd him a lift once...n the client whoz a ll pally pally wid me on the phn...thinks m obnoxious ..coz i call him by name ...n not adress his highness as sirrrrr....OMG...

All this comes courtsey sum 1 who waz snt 2 keep a tab on me...n whn got satisfied am not tht big a jrk...brk the secret ...tht ppl hate my gutz...

Well ...lemme c why ...Coz i emailed to da CEO bout the trash deal v gettin..whn ppl jst murmured amngst emselves n lookin at each othrz faces ....ahem aft tht mail ...it got trasshier...hehe...now i mailed 2 my RDH ..wh he percieves 2 b an attmpt at unionbazi...
hmmm ...i guess i shd keep mah tail bween my legz n kissass..wrks 4 mst of the country...

NO WAY ...am not a cattle which dsnt dare raise itz head...i wil spk out for myself ...if i see sumthin wrng ...n i dnt care if sum1 takes offnc 2 it ...I am outspoken...yes ..if it has 2 be tht way ...

well i guess i strt hittin naukri.com now